I said maybe

Today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you By now you shoulda somehow realized what you gotta do I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now
Back beat, the word is on the street that the fire in your heart is out I'm sure you've heard it all before but you never really had a doubt I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now
And all the roads we have to walk are winding And all the lights that lead us there are blinding There are many things that I would like to say to you But I don't know how
Because maybe You're gonna be the one that saves me And after all You're my wonderwall
Today was gonna be the day but they'll never throw it back to you By now you shoulda somehow realized what you're not to do I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now
And all the roads that lead you there were winding And all the lights that light the way are blinding There are many things that I would like to say to you But I don't know how
I said maybe You're gonna be the one that saves me And after all You're my wonderwall
I said maybe You're gonna be the one that saves me And after all You're my wonderwall
I said maybe You're gonna be the one that saves me You're gonna be the one that saves me You're gonna be the one that saves me



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=83GWtN8B0jU

Happy Birthday from Budapeste

Lu, my best friend ever!!!!! nao esqueci que hoje eh o teu aniversario!!!! Parabens!!! estou te mandando congratulations diretamente de Budapeste. A cidade eh muito linda mesmo. A Gica ja havia me dito. Pelas fotos dela eu consegui dimensionar um pouco daquilo que viria. Mas eh algo realmente surpreendente!! Soh vindo ate aqui para entender/sentir. Praga tambem e maravilhosa!!!ainda estou refletindo para poder escrever melhor sobre as minhas percepcoes. vou tentar postar algumas fotos aqui mais tarde. nao d'a tempo para nada. e quando da, quero descansar ou ficar sem fazer nada acompanhada de um vinho!!! alias na italia tomei varios excelentes!!!em praga aplei pra os hotwines... um beijao LUUUUUUUU!!!! 33 !!! love you!!! Paula

sim sim eu estou aqui!!!!

LUUUUUUUUUUUU, so para dizer que nao estou conseguindo parar e por isso nao escrevi mais no blog!!!qnd chegar vou escrever um livro-post sobre o que estou encontrando....passando...vivendo...olhando...sentindo...my godness!!!! tu tinha que estar aqui comigo...soh tu para entender cada detalhe, cada percepcao, mil coisas ao mesmo tempo. hoje estamos em roma e amanha vamos para praga. ate aqui posso dizer que o melhor momento foi em amsterdam. ameiiiiiiiiiiii!!! fiz uma promessa de volta, e quem sabe tu nao volta comigo!!!! a italia eh mais ou menso como eu esparava. veneza me surpreendeu!!!! fica bem ai!!! beijao. ate praga baby!!!

After all Santa is coming!

Dear Santa,

Wow, wow I can't believe that you sent me a sign. I actually believe now that you are coming... I have to confess that my list is quite HUGE, I'm don't even know where to start.

But the most important thing now is that I've got that feeling that you are really coming, and this time you are going to cause an effect... I'm excited! I have decorated the most beautiful Xmas tree in my life, and the biggest one (ok is not a natural tree but hey, one step at the time) I remember back in my home town, POA Mom always was in charge of putting the tree up and decorating... damn, she was amazing! Every year something new, cheap, creative, but charming and new!! Then here in America for all the times that I've to spend with my family in San Diego or family friends in San Diego Xmas trees were always small, cute, smelled good (most of the times the rosemary tree one's from Trader Joes) but still cute, cutie.

Last year Santa I have to confess it was really tough... from that point on I kind of knew that the year of 2009 would be a difficult one, with a lot of up and downs, more downs and downs...oh well now that I look back my gut feeling was right! jezzz louisee, my goodness I swear that I have to trust more my guts, I'm way more allert now.

Guess what Santa? No need to be scarred this year...uffff it's like breathing a fresh air in the mountains, sipping a cold Fidji bottle water, eating a fresh kumomoto oyster or just having a day at a SPA (or at the Ranch ;)) I dont have a weird gut feeling that 2010 is going to be tough. Actually, I think it's going to be amazing, out of the ordinary, mesmerizing. I know that I will make it happen in 2010!!! I know that I will have probably one of the best Xmas I ever had!! (sorry Mom, it's really tough to have a good one when you are not around or when I'm not in Brazil)

Thanks Santa!! I have the Xmas spirit in my heart and I can feel it, is alive! Is pounding and smiling and dancing and celebrating and enjoying, and loving, and having fun...

Santa, you bring me joy to myheart and tears to my eyes! I'm happy, I'm happy! Look the tree, look the tree, so beautiful Santa!

P.S. My friend Paula Im sure you are somewhere in Italy, France or Spain and believe me Santa will meet you too, just look inside of your heart and open your eyes!! hahahah negaaaaaa I miss ya like crazy, I talked to Feibs today and you too in Paris?!!! OMG!!!

The song of the moment is nothing Xmas, HA I disappointed you huh? Santa I know you are so tired of this crazy and boring Xmas songs:

"You got it, by Dani Carlo (song original from Roy Orbison)
Everytime I looked into those lovely eyes, I see a love that money just can't buy...I pray that you are here to stay...anything you want, you got it! yes babe, you got it!

Seize the day with the open heart!

Sundays mornings are always a bit sentimental for me...I'm not sure why if it's the fact that Sundays are lame, boring, relaxing or if it's just because I woke up alone, feeling Xmassy... that feeling of nostalgia mixed with missing my family and dear friends... On top of that the desire to be with someone right now that's not here, not here and it's a Sunday morning... (also Norah JOnes singing be here to love me today!!)


I'm thinking of Paula now, she should be somewhere in Bologna maybe? No matter what I do I caught myself imaging what is like there, how is she doing, what's she is experiencing, and seeing and meeting...What new things she is tasting and drinking... I wish she had a little camera on her shoulders so she could drag me all around there...or I could have a tele-transporter... hahahah Nega enjoy and I can't wait to hear from you!!!

Now, I don't understand why women are so anxious about getting things in place, having tittles and make sure her story is running according with the script. I don't get it why we just simply seat back and enjoy the show, the moment! I'm sure if you are with someone that is meant to be special moments are going to be repeated and repeated and one day you will wake up Sunday morning and your sunshine will be there with you, smiling...

So seize the day with an open hearted, everyday, by yourself, with your friend or with someone you get lost in a conversation, someone you wish that the time stand still, someone you love!

Song of the today,
Norah Jones
'What Am I to you"
"When you feeling low who else do you go...
...could you find the love in me?"

P.S> My friend Paula just came online to talk, tell me that we are not connected in the world and I'll shoot you!! ;) hahahah damn girl, xoxo

i´ve gotta a feeling

mega clichê, mas nao tem expressão melhor para descrever o que estou sentindo hoje na véspera da viagem. I´VE GOTTA A FEELING!!!!!!amanhã estaremos rumo à amsterdam. no sábado o irmão da Paola nos espera em Bologna. ainda tenho vários compromissos hoje, inclusive aula à noite na espm até às 23h... crazy!!!acabei de voltar do cabelereiro. mão e pé ok. cores bem light para não dar muito trabalho. nao sei ainda sobre as botas, quais levar: a da Gica ou as minhas. ah, só para constar hoje também fiz minha mudança para a casa dos meus pais enquanto meu apartamento está sendo pintado. 2010 será tudo novo!! beijo, Paula

...quem poderá fazer...aquele amor morrer

outra música que tem tudo a ver com o momento: Drão!, do Gilberto Gil. ah vai dizer... que não???? duvido. bj Paula
Drão!
O amor da gente
É como um grão
Uma semente de ilusão
Tem que morrer pra germinar
Plantar nalgum lugar
Ressuscitar no chão
Nossa semeadura
Quem poderá fazer
Aquele amor morrer
Nossa caminhadura
Dura caminhada
Pela estrada escura...

Drão!
Não pense na separação
Não despedace o coração
O verdadeiro amor é vão
Estende-se infinito
Imenso monolito
Nossa arquitetura
Quem poderá fazer
Aquele amor morrer
Nossa caminhadura
Cama de tatame
Pela vida afora

Drão!
Os meninos são todos sãos
Os pecados são todos meus
Deus sabe a minha confissão
Não há o que perdoar
Por isso mesmo é que há de haver mais compaixão
Quem poderá fazer
Aquele amor morrer
Se o amor é como um grão
Morre, nasce trigo
Vive, morre pão
drão!
drão!